We started another cycle over a week ago. We are doing another medicated one. We just want this to happen, and soon.
I'd like to be full of hope this time. On one hand things kind of fell into place after a ton of running around. I got in for my u/s, the u/s was clear of cysts, and I managed to get all the paper work to the new spe.rm bank in time to get it shipped for this insem next week. (B/c the paperwork is never done right and I always have to do it again. I hate dealing with them!) This time, though, we are with a new bank and I think they have much better service, so that's a plus.
Ok, so I don't feel very positive really-mainly b/c I just haven't been doing the things I should. I'm going to cross my fingers that this whole pregnancy thing really is more out of my hands than I'd like to admit. If that's so, then the fact that I'm not eating particularly well and not exercising at all (ok, a smidge) will not impact our chances this month.
I made too many excuses after last month's disappointment, and now I don't feel very hopeful for this month. Would I anyways? Probably not. We have the day 10 u/s tomorrow. We will have a pretty good idea if we get to do a Thursday insem, which is how it would work out based on last month. If so, we will get to take our July 4th get away trip. fingers crossed - all around. We get to try, the swimmers swim, the swimmers do their job, my body does its job too.
On a happy note, here's A. Last weekend we went to a Touch A Truck Event. He was mostly in heaven, unless a stranger talked to him (or looked at him, really.) He's a bit of shy guy until he gets to know you.
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